I really, really wish this were on my plate, but sadly it isn't!
It seems that when it comes to chocolate I can make a decision in 0.001seconds in favour of stuffing my (petite?) little mouth, in order to keep up my serotonin levels and my brain constantly wired into that equilibrium that only the cocoa bean provides. But when it comes to posting things up here at the Ugly Rabbit I teeter on the edge of indecision. It's like that with my illustration and writing. I will not post anything up unless completely happy with it. I will not send anything off until it's word perfect. And I won't finish a painting until I think it's completely perfect, completely realistic. I suppose that's just me and I can't change me...or can I? There is always room for improvement, I suppose.
And improvements have been made this week! I think I may be close to actually sending work off at last. (Yay says
Liz!)
I finished Ugly Rabbit's story and am just working on the illustration side of what needs to go off: flat plan/story board, a few roughs and some finished colour pieces. I've also been working on Ellie's story which is my other project, long overdue again due to overloading that back burner.
While I am not one to send off unfinished work, I am aware that time is pressing on and the months are slipping away. I see wonderful things happening in other people's blogs and feel blessed to have 'met' so many wonderfully creative people. (You know who you all are!) Their creative progress is inspiring to say the least and has spurred me on.
The recession has spurred me on too. I've been pushed into a corner to do things and in the process I've acquired a more business head on my shoulders. I'm back teaching art in my local area, which is something I love and have a set of workshops all planned out in 2010, with gift vouchers on offer to accompany those workshops. Here are some of my students enjoying some time Discovering the Artist Within last month:
This year hasn't been particularly kind in places, but I've learnt a lot from it and about myself in the process. As a friend said recently: Learn your lessons. Count your blessings. I am slowly beginning to realise that dreams don't come true without hard work, focus and determination. So each day is spent trying hard to be more focused. I've learnt that despite the knocks and the tears shed in the process I have come through things a stronger person. Being in my late, late thirties I've gathered some wisdom to take into my forties, and the main lesson I've learnt is to keep a positive mental attitude. So important for oneself, but also for others. It's no good dragging others down with you. So I'm being very positive about the future. Not only about being determined to send off work to an agent at last, and teaching art but in putting my art on cards and working on a calendar idea for 2011. No matter what 2010 throws at me, I'll be ready with my pencils in my hands!